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Might be The Worst Christmas so Far

Shocking title for the usual optimist huh? Yup I’m convinced that this seems to be the worst one and there is no one to blame but myself and how I am built. 

So what is your Norse god doing at this time of the night? Furious and pissed for reasons of how my life and personality is built.

Often I am seen as a good guy, but I am sure very few see’s the real me. The way of how I was built. I am not trying to grab attention. I just really wanna share my point of realization to the public since the only person I talk to is asleep and quite pissed at me after I was going through a familial war. Quite difficult when no one is at my side. I am aware that I don’t deserve it.

I really couldn’t sleep because my rents are going through a hard fight and it was scary for me to realize that every part of my negative colors showed from them. My coercive and delayed concerned self is found during the fight and I can’t help but notice that I am like them and that everything I learned in Psychology is true when it comes to development of personality. Truly the rents have something to do with it. 

I am built to be a physically coercive man. At some point I do realize during the war raged tonight, I am somewhat like them. 

I hate being like them

It sucks

“Sinira mo ang Christmas” What a line… Scared and almost made me cry. What kind of Christmas is this?